Poet Introduction I just write about my desires and passions. Some reality some fantasy some a little bit of both. my first chapbook A fragmented soul: despair of the narcissistically abused is available on amazon
I guess I knew it all along That you were wrong I tried to give you reason without doubt But you turned me inside out Left me second guessing If something in me was missing But now I see It was me! So I turned and walked away I don't want to hear a word you say I'll never bend out of fear I'll never shed another fucking tear I'm better than the lie we lived Won't ever let someone do that to me again
In this day In age Cancer is on the rise And they say we know More about than ever before Saying they are getting The best treatment out there But there are still people Dying from it everyday Not just from the original diagnosis But from the treatment That causes a secondary These people have been through So much already Their own body's attacking them As well as the treatment Killing cells Making them weak Wishing it was just over already Some refusing treatment Because of its effects I...
Tireder and tireder He grows He tries not to let it show It causes me to worry That, he already knows Its time to rest my love I'll be here in the shadows Watching over you Hoping you'll be better soon
Its so heart wretching To see you Battling for your life Its all i can do To just Keep myself From breaking I have to keep Reminding myself This isnt about me So i try to Harden my emotions To become The rock You need me to be
When I sleep Im in hell Reliving a nightmare Over and over Of trying to escape you But I can't break free Panic sets in I can't breathe I try to run But my body is Paralyzed by fear In my head I keep telling you I don't want to be here I don't love you Then you try and touch me My body cringes At just the thought As I jerk awake And lay here Heart racing Trying to catch my breath Reminding myself Its not real It's just a nightmare
The days are Dwindling down To when My love Will no longer Feel like himself So I'm reminiscing Of the past That has yet to pass And a future That hasn't come So this moment Is where I'll keep you In my mind
I love you Terry (Satanssperm) You are a great wonderful loving husband And I am so very happy to be your wife You complete me Because you are me We are one Twin flame You are my everything My every thought My every breath The every thought throughout the day You are my every heart beat The one that gives me a reason You are my absolute My equal in this life And I all the nexts
I love you I love the way we fit together I love how you make me feel I love the way you look at me And make me laugh I love our love making Fucking I love how our souls are in twined And took a leap of faith I love our wedding day vows Committing the perfect crime I love that I can call you Forever mine
My husband is still Flirting with death And I loathe it Like I told you Once before Bitch Keep your distance Our love is strong And You can't have him He is mine And I will fight you Every step of the way!
Shy Innocent girl Taken away By mindless games When you filled her with your lies Covering your ass with your alibis Now she's starting to choke Hiding behind the smile She wears on her face Keeping your secrets Saying all is fine Swallowing her pride The smaller she feels The bigger she cries Its eating her up inside She not really alive Barley breathing Hoping to one day escape this hell Walking on eggshells Wondering what she did to deserve this When all she wanted was to be...