I Ain't Gonna Hurt Anymore

So you going to leave me and act like everything we had wasn't special?,
So you gonna act like you know better when you know damn well you wasted what we created?.
It was so aggravating trying to be with you when you had to be the alpha but there couldn't be a omega for your ego, yet I waited for you to change as I tried to compromise and apologize even during times when I shouldn't of.
You just messed with my mind; I loved you oh so proudly and openly, I would've even shouted your name up on Mount Everest to show you how much I cared about you, but you wouldn't do the same you couldn't even appreciate the time we shared together.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope and pray you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope and pray you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.

When I left you I felt like I was gonna die,
It hurt me more than you could ever imagine.
I weighed out my decisions before leaving and thought about us going our separate ways and pictured you moving on with someone else as I couldn't ever fathom the fact that you could possibly tell them everything that you told me, hold them the way you used to hold me, kiss them the way you used to kiss me or probably even treat them better than you've ever treated me.
I would cry at the thought and feel the thought of you replacing me was my biggest fear, but in reality it was you no longer loving, no longer appreciating me, being able to show me true passion without me asking or begging.
I'm not scared anymore.
I know I'll survive one way or another, 'cause you're not the first and sure as hell won't be the last.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope and pray that you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope hope and pray that you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.

Boy give my ass a kiss 'cause that'll be the last time you'll come close to it.
Call me mean, but at least I speak the truth instead of twisting it and spitting venomous bullshit.
You must've mistaken me for someone else, you know that ain't wise.
You know I wanted to be your potential wife,
start a life with you and one day create a family, but that dream was dead to you.
You lied through your teeth when you promised me the moon and the stars while you were making a second 'gram and hiding your dirty laundry from me like I wouldn't find out.
Who do you think you're fooling?.
When I gave you my body, my soul, and my trust yet you wanna switch up like you didn't say you want to be in it for life?.
So like Beyoncé said since I'm not your everything how about I'll be nothing to you,
as I walk out that door and leave with mine, 'cause I know in the end I'm gonna be just fine.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope and pray that you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.

I ain't gonna cry over you anymore,
I ain't gonna fall for anymore lies,
I ain't gonna try to beg you to stay anymore,
I ain't gonna hope and pray that you'll come back anymore,
I ain't gonna hurt anymore.