Feeling betrayed

Oh dear there he is again
Walking around in his birthday suit
And here I am again peering through the window with my remote on mute.
But this time he has company
I can see her in some fishnet stockings and lacy black lingerie
Oh it isn't my day today.
They're kissing and it's hot
Perfectly carved bodies
In their league I am not.
So I peek like a peeking Tom
I wonder where she came from.
Occupied with them both as I light up my smoke
They seem really into each other
Like it's an affair.
He caresses her chestnut hair
Draws her in, undoes her bra
While they both look at themselves in the mirror.
He touches her bare breasts
You can probably figure out the rest.
I have to step away
She just ruined my day
Been fantasizing over him for as long as I can remember
About us,making love
About him, looking down on me from above
While I can feel him inside of me
Our nakedness exposed
While I'm grabbing him and the pillows while I orgasm and our love grows.
My bubble has been burst
I'm in a world full of hurt
So I put out my smoke
Flick on the switch of my buzzing plastic friend
And start with my clit.