The Sleeping Man

Speaking but I'm not saying nothing...lips aren't moving..I'm home alone tonight...in sudden desperation..I called but heard nothing...nothing but the voices in my head...saying he hates you...he went to bed...he's leaving..he's cheating...he's doing something fucked up...he turned his phone off...he's doing drugs...he's with his ex...he's doing mouth sex

I felt the temperature in the room...one could assume...i assume too much...that you just forgot to call or put your phone on charge..pause.. but it could be deeper than that...you couldve been cloned or aliens attacked...you couldve tried another suicide attempt...you couldve went on a trip and got stuck on the road..big foot could have hurt you...big foot could have murdered you...no way you're surviving that

On my floor is where i sat...right by the couch..i sat...while demons tear my mind apart...i type your number in...why aren't you answering...with your dimples and your sexy grin...with your angel eyes...and that innocent stare...dont you care...even a little about me...i wrote you in my diary...got your name tattooed on me...i stalk you everyday...what more do you want

So what if i call a lot...i just want to check on you...so what if i tie you up...i dont want you to move when i stick toys in you...so what if i spy on you in the shower with binoculars...who cares if i rubbed your toothbrush on my pussy...now you can taste me...who cares if kept a snip of your hair...i had to get a souvenir

Dont you think i'm pretty...so what if i call you ugly...i didnt mean to...drug you...cant you see i love you...it doesnt mean a thing..if you dont say it first...with a ring...though its been three weeks...i know you care...or i'll make you goddamn care...i know you want me...or i'll break your motherfucking knee...i know you need me...or you'll stop eating...i know your family loves me or i will get revenge...i see your sleeping...i am outside your window...watching.