Inside

Let me just give up, Let me just feel this pain  I try to hide deep inside, please don't try and pull me back. I promise I already learn my lesson but right now I want to feel this pain, I know it not good for me but don't tell me "just be calm it get better just move on. " I really just want to feel this one last time no good intentions  just let me let go, dont you know this pain inside keeps me living one more  day at a time?