advantage

fuck you!
you ruined me
i was far to blind to see your intentions
you lied to my face
over and over
i didnt know what was true
and what was not
you slowly took me apart
piece by piece
i lowered my guard for you
i let you get close to my heart
then
one night
 you began to get too close...
not to my heart though
this time
 it was different
I started to turn away
but you grabbed me and made me stay
i couldnt flee
there was no where to hide
overwhelmed with fear
screaming at the top of my lungs
hoping someone would hear...
as put your hand over my mouth
and forced yourself onto me
stripping me of my innocence
I had gone completely numb
I couldn't fight back...
I just wanted it to end...
you took everything from me
completely destroying who i was
one night
one moment
you've changed me forever
i will never be the same
but of course
you feel no shame for what you've done
you heartless mother fucker!
not a day goes by
that I don't wonder why you did that to me
why you thought you just had to take advantage of me
well...
i see no reason to lie
i really wish you'd die
maybe i'll end up being the reason why
after what you have done
you have no right to live