Unwanted Touch.

Hallucinating through clouds,
In a dream world that disrobes the pain,
Of days gone by,
Drugs filled the vacuum,
For a while, tinged with a stranger's smile,
Serenading my solitude, Ubiquitous, As you thrusted your sheath,
Into my unformed shape,

Sadistic dimwit,
Non- consensual
Scarcely knew of 'the birds and the bee's
Contrary to your sadistic chi,
I wasn't being a dick tease,
Only a child,
Now left dirty and indenial,
Guilt my moralistic quilt,
As my morals lie unkempt,
Like a vacuous vagrant,
Lying naked gripped by a perverse,
Pervasive, Fragrance,
Oppressive and omnipresent,
You stole my innocence knowingly,
Mummy and Daddy would never believe me,
Cold and cumstained,
Never knowing me again,
Pain is all I know,
No one heard my screams,
Only violence and sirens,

Dear Lord that night you deceived me,

Subconsciously I know only satan knows of my sufferage,
Back then I never had the courage, to speak my turbulent truth