Snapped!

I need a break
A break from you
You are the reason I started
Started again
Again I cut
Cut my arm
My arm is filled
Filled with cuts

When you're sick I do everything
When I'm sick you don't do anything

I try my best
My best is never enough
Never enough for you
You drive me to the point
The point of breaking
Breaking dishes and skin
Skin, pale skin, with slits
Slits small enough that you can't see
You can't see that you lied
Lied about checking
Checking everyday
Everyday last twelve hours
Hours aren't days
Days I've thought about it
It's different now
Now that my day went from shit
Shit to worse
Worse, I didn't think it was possible
Possibilities are endless apparently

I'm done... I can't hold back anymore
Your insensitive, and self-centered