dumpster diving

       
fuck me over a dumpster
in an alley on skid row
then spit on me as you unload
inside a cunt bloody & old

force feed me tears
within my darkest trauma
bend me to your will I dare you
I fucking dare you!

i'm a whore who feels too much

sticky candied emotions
are messy when played with
so don't touch me there
cos if you do
i'll hurt you I promise

some things are stuffed down
for a reason

emotional vomit
all over your stoic composure
you'd look funny wearing my pain
as a costume

stuff a cock in my hole
& plug me up
so my screaming finally ceases

all my self hatred stifled

is now running at the mouth
chase it down the street
it's about to commit a robbery
at the AM PM

convict you for its crime
& lock you up
as another perpetrator
of my self mutilation

see my blade of thought
it cuts the deepest

jump in your getaway car
& leave town fast
you couldn't exist even in my shadow

you're a coward