Broken Marriage

I gotta walk by faith!!!
I belittled myself just because I wanted love.

The man I thought I loved turned around and belittled himself an broke our seal.
I guess till death do us apart... just was not the deal.

I sit here an think what did I do wrong... But God reminds me it's wasn't me it was u who went against our faith an lied to me straight to my face.
Adultry is what u did.

You done did this for the last time didn't u...you let her come back to finish you. I wanted to scream at ur face so bad but my heart couldn't bare to be face to face with u.

Space is all i asked for but then u keep pushing my buttons an well then all ur darkness came to light....for the last time didn't it. Smh
More lies.

You said we were soulmates and we were meant to be. Are Adventure took us on a long road, 8 years down the road and this is where we are I thought you said we were meant to be what happened to that.

You broke my heart for the last time didn't you I guess you let her come back to finish you.

I keep thinking if we go back 3 months could I be the woman I once was.
My heart feels so different now it's so numb to me when I seen you walk out that door my eyes are just so dry to me.

You beg me please don't leave you got down on your knees. How could this be.

Now I know what it feels like when they say you will never forget your first love, well you were my first love instead of walking out the door with you I got down on my knees and I started to pray... I pray to God to forgive you for what you did to us.

I pray for my heart to be free from this pain an the hurt u caused me.
I prayed for us to be fixed one day if not today maybe in the future I don't know what life brings, everyday is something new but all you got to do is keep faith and hold on strong, keep your head up chin out and keep breathing...is all my heart will Shout.

I stand here cooking dinner... Like the good wife I am an a mother, we're still together but maybe in time God will heal us. No one knows the future only christ.