How Come

Idk ,,  often feel the same . I'm never good enough

He reminds me daily that i am more than enough but that tiny feeling of doubt still lingers a bit from time to time.

It breaks me down ,  I put so much effort into showing/proving I love her and she's loved ,shell knowledge and accept it, proclaim her undying unconditional love ,  then she'll turn in anger  and act like I've never even tried , saying she doesn't care about me ,us , anything, and its all nothing. Yelling at me to leave , then yelling at me to return , it just plants seeds and insecurities never knowing if shell stay or leave she demands trust , but isn't consistent , doesn't want to build or earn it , even after she's broken it.  Its the rollercoaster of love? I soppose  

These emotions can be snapshots in time, not reflective of life in general or persistent themes. I wrote one along these lines, counterfeit or companion, because sometimes it feels like a question on the mind. Probably for many at one point or another.

Thanks for sharing your heart. Cool.