Fuck you

Fuck you

To be honest I’m over feeling this way even though I can’t get you out of my mind and dreams, it seems that somehow you totally fucked my heart I know it beats it just does not feel the way it did before you fucked me over, so it has to come down to this fuck you fuck him fuck the whole system of love made by saint valentine, what a fucking scam it is when it is just a one sided love so fuck that to and fuck you,

Fuck God and all that he Stands for is he not all powerful and love is not the key I’ve loved so hard it blew up in my face I’m still heart broken of this shit so fuck you too did you make him pay for his sins no he is living good I want real karma on his back 24/7 but no he gets off free as a bird so fuck him too fuck his last sentence to me “ Look who the man is now that’s fucking your wife” so fuck the lot of them,

Fuck you for doing drugs and trying to get me hooked on them your stupid bitch fuck you for trying to make me jealous with you being around other men haha it backfired big time, fuck you for using me and hiding my things making me think I was going fucking crazy so fuck you fucking long time,

Fuck the so called friends that left me to die in the gutter like a dirty swamp rat fuck all of them some here and some overseas all had good advice haha what a fucking joke I almost died and did you care no so fuck you that much is clear, I tried my best and you just stood on me like I was a log of wood so fuck you,

Fuck my older brother for being a so called perfect Christian always a good boy never in any type of trouble but the first to put you in the shit to save his own skin you stole my money and said you never did I coped so much shit over that and you did nothing so fuck you and my younger brother fuck you for being the spoiled brat that you are you never had been in any type of trouble somehow it all ended up on me funny that so fuck the both of you stupid ass people,

Fuck my mother for being a violent Cunt when I was a your boy wonder why I never wanted anything to do with you when I grew up so truly fuck you, fuck my farther for being the walk out dad when he found out mum was carrying me so fuck your stupid drunk ass for leaving me in the shit, I needed advice on many things man related thank fuck I never got to ask you as your words would of meant shit no real man there so fuck the both of you,

Fuck an old ex friend who thought I was some type of game pushing and pulling me in all directions fuck you for fucking every relationship that I had with you told everyone that you was carrying my child this was the funniest thing I had ever heard so fuck you that’s plan and simple, a friend that low you sent a message to a girl that I was with at the time and you told her that I was sharing you and that I was not to be trusted so who the hell do you think you are fuck you fuck you,

A special fuck goes out to the lady that took me in when I was young I did not see the games you were playing straight up I thought you was nice clearly I could not of been more wrong, you said put your car in my name I’ll get cheaper rego for you I did not see any wrong as you had been so helpful in my time of need when I tried to leave you said if I left you was going to call the police and have me for stealing your car so fuck you and duck you to with locking me away and taking me 20 years of my life away from me, you are a mental fuck so guess what fuck you,

Fuck my health arthritis, depression and anxiety, add a splash of PTSD to go with it fuck all the voices and all the darkness I’m still trying to break free of my whole life’s misery, fuck these feelings that the show must go on, I just want to lay down and die these days hardly any fight left in me so fucking fuck you too, fuck the fight fuck the stress and fuck how this is making me feel I’m not the man I used to be even if I was that man back then I don’t even know anymore if I was or wasn’t,

Fuck school for being a big waste of my time I failed every subject with ease I don’t know how I even made it to grade ten to be honest with you,I tried so hard it made no difference my mother thought it to be a good idea to get a tutor for me in the last term of my schooling so fuck your maths and your music to and a big fuck goes out to all the bully’s that made my schooling a living hell,

Fuck the smokes even though I gave up 17 years ago I still get cravings but who can afford to buy them these days, fuck you also goes out to my mother for smoking in the car with the windows closed I felt sick each time it smelt the putrid smoke I don’t know how many times I had throw up because of that so a big fuck you goes out to you as well,

Fuck you street fighter for picking me when I was looking at your hot rod not your woman you hit me and broke a tooth she was not even pretty dude what the fuck are you on meth or something? What guy does not like a hot looking car, then I find out you are an great fighter so fuck you and your hot car it used to be one of my favourite cars too,

Fuck getting older who’s bright idea was that fuck needing glasses to read now  fuck that, fuck you for killing our nations hero we had 34,000 signatures to spare his life now you just hatted him so much and to top it off you did not just hang him you cut off his head and made a death mask now how fucked up is that you sick bunch of cunts,

Fuck my phone for for not being water proof I for got it was in my pocket fuck my car for blowing the breaks twice lucky no one was killed, fuck the pet rats the fucking disgusting animals the house always stank of rats, fuck you for knocking out walls and not paying the rent when the house was not yours fuck you for having accounts at local shops and then moving and not paying them, for you for making out to others that I was your son and telling people my fucking name was Chris omfg how childish but I know now why you did that for all the people that you were taking for a ride, I was just to young to see at the time so fuck you,

Fuck the planet for being so hot and then being so damn cold I am not no snake or nor am I a fucking Eskimo, fuck the rich and fuck being poor, a big fuck goes out to not having enough clean water on our 3rd rock from the sun, fuck a learning difficulty from the constant head poundings as a child fuck you mother fuck you father fuck you step father and fuck everyone who has died too young on me. Fuck the system just fuck everything.