Estranged

When you start a sentence with "if"
It fills the room up with a dip
I dive head first to see the depth
I see there is no turning back
High waters sound like space
Planet Jupiter churches laws divided
For the deities affair, and
Love flows within my estranged heart
Feel, felt, found  pseudo luck
My special genre beams holy light
Extrapolating in a dimension fire baptal
Angel come to me touch me sigh
Don't leave me estranged earth shines
A wedlock loving a warlock eternal light
The holy spirit slaves to the sound
I hear a guitar and my heart drum
To the epiphany my estranged lover
Framed a gun
That's the key, the revelation,
Find me dating my own sensation
I alone follow the sun
The misery of the underground
Relief is my new black dog, a wolf family boy
Bonny, my friend.