Spiral

I'll Crush your heart
Under the pressure of me
You'll Pick apart all are memories
I Lay in the dark thinking of you
Feeling , seeing the ghost of a spoon
How long will we struggle
Fighting to be
Living a life that was not meant to be
I will never be home with you in my bed
Lying awake with demons inside my head
Spiraling down deeper then I thought I could
Stuck in the crossfire you lost what I should
Life, its a joke take mine if you would
Because I'm so far under
And I can't see the world
I'm tunneling deeper
Then I ever thought I could
And you'll run away
Like I knew you would