Stuck

Controle
is what I lost
Something took over my trust.

I don't know why my mind is not here
Still wishing that I had you near.

Do I want to go inside
or am I still trying to hide?

I want to grow and live on
I'm just not sure if I'm that strong.

I'm scared of losing controle
or maybe I'm just afraid to loose this role.

This role that I've been playing for so long.
I'm scared,
but I want it to be gone.

I want to feel my own emotions the same way I feel everyone elses
I need to stop being so damn selfless.