Unbegotten crown

I’m dumb but
Very smart
at the same time.
My heart is big
And has been broken
Countless times
If nothing’s there
Then tell me don’t lie
I won’t cry
But I’ll think
of another girl
Before I go to sleep
As I lie in bed
As I count sheep
Cocooned in
my warm sheets
I promise you
I will remember
The day you met me
So if nothings there
Just to be fair
Set me free
or tie me down
Because I’ll drown
Before I relinquish
This unbegotten crown