Life? You wonder...

 You wonder why you're an outcast.
You wonder why they break you down bit by bit.
You wonder how deep the scars can go.
You wonder how much damage has been done.

You wonder why no one helps you.
You wonder why you're alone.
You wonder how they can be so cold hearted.
You wonder why your heart is getting colder.

You wonder when you'll be cured.
You wonder if you'll be cured.
You wonder if you can trust.
You wonder if you can trust a human again.

You wonder about life.
You wonder what life is.
You wonder what your purpose is.
You wonder if you have a purpose.

You wonder what the point of it is.
You wonder if you're anything worth living.
You wonder how long you will live for.
You wonder if you really are alive,
Or simply a shell.

...I wonder...

...If that knife held tightly in my hand...

...Slips.