Poet Introduction I write about everything i go through. Now, after writing a lot about 'angst' and 'darkness' i'm trying to find the perfect balance between darkness and light, depression and happiness.
Another knife to my back Another goodbye, Another ache Itís the second time around Once more, Iím wounded in this game Covered in dirt Covered in ashes When will I walk away? Learn from my fucking mistakes?
And darling, you took my heart Ran away with it in your hands Now I walk like a zombie Humanoid void of feelings, void of care I crave your blood I crave your flesh To feast in you, the sweetest revenge
Wonít trust again I wonít, though I must To live I must breathe To live I must eat Still, I donít...
Is God real? Is God merciful? If he is, then why am I this way? Why do I wake up every morning wishing I hadn't? All I ever feel is pain All I ever want is death; To sleep soundly, to never ever wake again
Is goodness real, or just another lie? Is it something my mother told me just to keep me alive? I long for answers I long for truth Still, knowing what I know, I'm certain I'll never get answers I'm certain I'll never hear truth People are too fearful; Way too afraid of their own fucking shadows to speak their minds
A long time ago, You held my heart in your hands It was yours, and so was I All I wanted was you, your love Still, you couldnít see
Darling, you took my light You poisoned me All I saw in myself was someone terrible, Someone unworthy of anything Now, I know better I know what I am Something so beautiful, you had to take away its glow
I wish you the best I hope you never have to feel what Iíve felt Hate Bitterness You turned me upside down, but trust me, Iím better now I can walk and smile again