Love Rehab

Love rehab:  I'm trying to recover from getting my heart ripped out of the chest. Walking in the place reminiscing trying to find my room to get some rest. As I lay there, I think about all my failed relationships and all my mistakes. Everything situation that came to me I was that did whatever it takes. Couldn't sleep, because there is allot on my brain. So I get up and go to the meetings to talk about my feelings and how I almost went insane.  Let me talk to you, everything I think about the love and a particular female that I want I quench, shake, and move around in a quick speed. I hate she don't know how much I loved her even though all the evil she done to me. ( yo camina sola), because don't nobody understand my mindset. People crossing me like I don't have no feelings at all, I'm a good person  in a screwed up generation with no love, honestly, and loyalty. Trying to put a smile on my mothers face even though I'm hurting in my heart I have to go to a new place lord just be with me. Several of these folks pretend to be my friends mean while my heavenly father already showed me how its going to end.   Every day I go to the park and exercise. Thinking about  Everything THAT I had been through, so I go even harder and harder. When I think about how much she is loving the other guy my blood boils like hot lava. After all that I been through I'm trying to recover.  I know that this might sound stupid, but I still love her, so as I do the twelve steps help me along the way let me rest, because I think I had told you too much in a day.