Another Sad Story

 
Been holding on to what kills me
Cause of desperation to be loved
Been breathing air from a dragon
One that burned my soul to ash
Loved the aura of a young evil
I'm now in the presence of Luci
Living in blazing fire
Looking up the heavens
How regret caves in mind time to time
A feeling I wished I never lived to wear
I fake a smile just so you never know I'm at my low
I see right through you now
The prey you see when you look at me
What happened to the you I knew?
Is it dead or somewhere in you hidden?
You used to be a source of light
But now you reflect all that's evil
I hope that one day
Someone will love you enough to bring your shine back
I'm just not it