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Trapped in a maladaptive schema
Closed eyed fantasies, truly a dreamer
The grey outside a painstaking construct
Ambiguous perspectives ensure I'm truly fucked

What I think and what I see
The ideal self I aspire to be
Self concept of external connections
Esteem/image driven by inner/external reflections

Process information like a machine
Observing encoding conducting obscene
Vicarious behaviours identify and imitate
The beautiful roles I desire to emulate
 
The roles I accept now theorize
Ideas and manipulations and blatant lies
A casualty of self fulfilling prophesy
Perhaps its time to open my eyes and see

Positively reinforcing negative reinforcement
May eventually turn into a punishment
Perhaps blatantly disregarding nature nurture
Accelerates an acceptance of this grey dystopic future