guiding spirits

You know What it really is
You can't handle a champion
A fuckin warrior
You like them soft types that bend to your will
You must be crazy or popping those pills
Because I will never bow to you
Now because
To you I'm just a tool
A play thing
Something you use
 but you're forgetting where we came from
Just a stone skip from my home down the street
Now your all high and mighty hatin on me?
Clumping me together with the Masse's
Judgement every time I turn my head
Fuck that I won't have it
I demand respect
My father taught me that before he passed
Pride. Honor. loyalty. respect
This is the code we have
Be these things and you'll become a good man
Now look how  you're treating his youngest son
He would roll over in his grave ashamed of you
I've never once hurt you
Once wronged you
Never stole or hit you
So what the fuck did I do to deserve this
Are you punishing me for his sins because I'm clean
I came here to help remember
and you won't even let me help you
It's all I want to do
Your lost in your head feeling shame and regret
Punishing yourself over and over again
For the same shit
I got the tools to fix that
But you're not even willing to take the steps to do that
And it saddens me seeing you like this
You once my inspiration
But now each day
 you inch further and further away from  that
Wake up
You got a dude willing to battle for you
actually two
Don't waste that
You can't be sad and fucked up forever girl
Being cold and rude to your loved ones
Creating rifts and pushing them away
I pray to the creator to guide you back home to me
And ask my father to touch your soul enlightening
Guideing you back to the light
Where you're born to be
Giving you again that feeling of hope and dreams
And a white hawk will guide you home
You wonder why were so close
Theres a little of him in me
I'm his legacy
But I'm my own man entirely
With my own legacy now
And when I die I want him to be proud.
Not hear oh that dick just used and hurt everybody
Do you want that
Do you really wanna be like that
If so be it then
But if not
We can battle thru it together
I'll be by your side thru the whole thing
And not let it break you and win



P.s it's what my dad would have wanted