Plastic Memory's

The silents take me hole everyone  that talking I cant see this hope...this way of life can someone bring me back to life? These dreams I keep seeing more like plastic memory's, everything gone now i'm drowning six feet under. Tears streaming down my face I just wanted to be free, but I keep falling in these plastic memory's. My head shaking, my mind racing! Screaming cant you see this is killing me, the hope and the joy these lies people told. Why cant I just smile and join? Why is it there always another day in this silents what have I done to my self to just endure this! Cant you hear me crying, cant you hear me screaming! Oh why cant you see these memory's are killing me.. can you save me?, from the pain that haunts me.