Hanging on by a thread

She leaves me hollow wanting more,
her sensual touch her kisses and warmth
But she leaves me hopeless
With no sense of trust  
No sense of loyalty  
Communication a bust  
I know she'll do what she wants  
Regardless of me  
Justifying her actions with some lunacy
Turning it around and putting it on me  
But we each make are own choices  
Are own actions  
My evil plans don't involve you
Only that you're by my side wreaking havoc to  
Don't push me away  
Not me  
This river runs deep  
Too much history you and I  
Stop and think  
We’re  a team fighting for the same dream  
Don't hurt me because you're scared  
Don't self destruct on me  
I've always been here cheering  
Don't treat me like nothing
Leaving me to think your just like them
Just like her
Making me want to seek her out just to ask her what happen
What goes thru her head
What could I have changed
Because your acting so similar to her
Its starting to feel like I'm  replaying the pain
That its all a game
But I'll end it
My way
Don't make me do that .