Deep down

   
        Deep down; there's so much pain;    
        deep down; this life doesn't seem meant for me    
        deep down; I see a cycle that will never end;    
        deep down; I feel controlled, invaded, and rejected    
   
        deep down; love and attachment, mean earily gray hairs;    
        deep down; my whole life has been in despair;    
        deep down; exhaustion owns my mind body, and spirit;    
        deep down; I'm tired of seeing disappointed faces    
     
        deep down; I have no hope    
        deep down; I think of death    
        deep down; I've exceeded being depressed    
        deep down; I'm convinced one's incompetent    
   
        deep down; I've lost every bit of my confidence    
        deep down; I don't see a path    
        deep down; I feel, my mind doesn't belong to me    
        deep down; I expect but am unprepared for the worst    
   
        deep down; I'm tired of waking to a tragic society....