You're My Every Dying Breath

I feel my fears every time I breathe
that's when my heart pumps
cold black blood thru my veins

know it must still be the same old one
cause pain of you beats thru it
all I want to do is just not exist

my fear being that I will keep on
going day to night feeling worthless
wishing my heart would stop beating

in the deepness of my soul fearing it won't
when the night falls your memory will return
that's where the reminder of you lingers
 
I walk thru darkness of my mind
trying to occupy my soul not to feel
afraid to close my eyes cause there you will be

fear of seeing you in my dreams
kissing your sweet lips wildly
sleeping with your arms wrapped around me

waking up wet with illusions of us
as always just wishes never coming true
like today, tomorrow the fear of loneliness will be real


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