How many synonyms were there for "love"?

Strangled screams,    
Tear my mouth at the sewn seams,    
His bloodshot eyes gleam,    
"Just touch it, please."    
Drug-addicted fiend,    
Fulfilling sick, sadistic dreams,    
Tonight, he has no fucking right.  
   
My squirming and punching can't stop painful thrusting,    
The feeling's disgusting.    
A pathetic whimper, "I didn't want this."    
"Then why'd you tease?! Little bitch."    
A slap to the face makes me shut the fuck up,    
Such a degenerate pretense for love.  
   
I'm being dominated,  
Violated and brutally used.    
Strangling erotica comparable to a noose.    
Blood spills from penetrations in a manner, perfuse.    
His knife invalidates my every move,  
Save for screams I'm all but mute.    
   
Head bashing against the brick wall,    
The shame, the fear, I feel it all.    
Scream and claw, it's of little use.    
This sadist animal enjoys my abuse.    
No escape, no desperation pleas,    
Not until he's finished with me.    
   
Tearing through a crimson mess    
Swollen, sticky, pained and stretched.    
Bloody lacerations lace my chest.    
Is there a reason to protest?    
   
I never want to leave this place again.