I hope they forget to breathe

TORTURE!!
Being in this fucking place,  
Waiting for the next ficticious laugh.  
Every situation calls for a new face,  
When these people around are full of crap.  
Joy is incomprehensible,  
To a mind that's lost all track.  
Just mustering a smile would be commendable,  
But the inner sadist screams, "Fuck that!"  
With a hypocritical nature any flaws can be excused.  
A mind so tormented allows one not to care.  
Emotions are a chore when feelings are bruised,  
And brains are sick beyond repair.  
Sitting in this fucking car,  
Waiting for anything positive.  
Wondering how it got this far,  
And why you're always forgetting to live