an unapologetic 'fuck you'

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it used to be, the heart effected my bones  
and I would listen so intently to the magic spoken  
all of the alibis abducted from black and white movies  
how i soaked up the fiction of your fiasco  
 
blinded to fractures through the web of you  
i was offered hallucination and i accepted in my naivety  
a fortune told from granite hands and stone lips  
i stood at your edge, lost my balance  
 
you burnt me with an arsonists mind    
and i begged you to stop your thawing of me  
such out of control persistence, distorted luminosity  
the collisions were excused with your velvet persuasion  
 
there is nothing left but gossip of a suspicious unfortunate  
a triangle whispering about my goodbye careless  
i choose my cliffs carefully these days  
and avoid faked enthusiasm or the sweet aroma of a lie  
 
 
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