Broken

When it happens again
Fuck it is all I can say
Twist your knife
Within my emotions
Pulling my insides out
With your hands
Clenched in fists
Around my soul
 
You lifted me up and
showed me heaven
Before pulling me  
Back down
And slamming my broken body
Against stone floor
Lying twisted and broken
But you laugh
I see the laughter In
Your eyes
 
A stepping stone for you
A platform to use
Abuse,
Lie waste to,
Charming me with
Your words
And music
Playing with me
Toying,
False.
 
I crawl across the floor
My soul blackened trailing  
Behind me
Leaving scorch marks
On the earth
It bleeds for me also
Sky child
Earth child
I lay my cheek against the earth
 
Fuck it
Life  
Is  
Experience
With each broken heart
With each broken bone
I do grow stronger
I turn
Looking up at the sky
I see heaven
It is within reach
 
I raise my hand
And hide the sunlight from
My eyes
It no longer burns
I lift myself up
It no longer hurts
I stand
I CAN walk
You stood watching
A smirk upon your lips
 
I breath deep
As my soul slowly
Re enters my body
A curious look upon
You face
As I smile
'Thank you'
Is all I say  
As I turn and walk away
You can break me no more.