Tell Me

I have to pay a bitch to listen
I wish someone would truly listen
I never had faith
I can't even pray
Tell me God can you erase 8 years of childhood memories
I never asked to be here
Mom I'm sorry you still are my queen
I wish you would have taught me to be better
Now I can barely sleep without weed
Thoughts keep trying to shove there way into my feelings
Please tell me why I'm here
I can't even answer that myself
I wish sometimes someone could say it will be alright
I only got myself
No ride or dies
No one day niggas
These fake niggas think there sly
I'll never forget how they did me wrong
I'm not gonna stand by