Coming Back

A few years later  
And we finally come back  
Haven't been here in a while  
   
Away from the world truly
Now I'm alone like I wanted to be
   
The last time I came here  
I was a bit younger  
It was a decent summer  
   . .


Thought about the times we had here before  
And brining back those feelings    
But things just aren't the same anymore  
Things...  are different    
   
After a long time  
I clear my mind  
Forgetting those unspoken realities  
Finally I'm happy  
   
Watching the birds fly alongside  
And the artwork in the sky  
Wondering how it was all designed  
Hoping these are signs    
   
To comfort people like me  
In these last days  
And autumn leaves    
from dying trees  
   
Trapped teardrops inside me  
Resemble raindrops on the window  
Wondering why does it have to be me  
When will everything unfold  
   
But another thought interrupted  
When I looked at the stars    
Thought about you  
And If I ever cross your heart  
When you're on these lonely roads too  
   
Looking above the forest silhouette  
Created by the violet sky    
From your lit up world    
That is now far behind  
   
Each step I take  
The further I get from you  
Becoming jealous of everyone going the opposite way  
Trying my best to enjoy these final views  
   
Each step I take  
The darker it gets  
Becoming jealous of the sunset  
Because it gets to stay with you  
   
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**reposting old poems**