My biggest fear is falling in love again But when your right in front of me all I see is it. Always there to leaned an ear when ever I needed it. And always knew just what to say to make me believe again. You Push me further then myself and build my confidence Cause when you looked at me, this armor around me melts Can find me running from my past, telling me not to fall again End up falling in your lap, damn Cupidís hit me again
Leaving you makes me proud of me Cause I know that you doubted me Told me I would never leave you Thought that I could never leave you But this doubt in me, wouldn't let me oversee All the lies that you told me All the tears that you cost me But, I was selfless, you were selfish, took it all for granted, now your helpless Now youre coming back around Same man but, a different face this round God damn why can't I get out my past Move forward to a man that understands. When I try I end up falling too fast, Karmas coming and...
I've been wantin' to write a song since I was 17 years old put my own things to the side, to help another man grow Now I'm here at 25 tryna find what I stand for With my little girls eyes watching every move close I lost all my sense of pride, Had me laying on the floor Felt so much pain inside still couldn't make it out that door Felt like I failed my daughter inside, let her see her momma choke. Saw the pain all in her eyes, knew that it was time to go.
I've been working OT, Tryna show you what its like just to be with me But everytime that you come close, I'm running away Unconscious saying I just need my space But when I'm all alone my thoughts of you sway Dreaming 'bout the day that you call me Baby I'm stuck on stupid tryna plot on my next move But my guard so high I can't seem to see my way through
My dad died when I was young, so I never had a role model Except for the rich men, my momma loved a man that came with a dollar. Vacations out of state, Luxurious gifts? All sounds great if you can deal with the other shit. Dishonesty, no loyalty, being degraded.. Damn life's a bitch But you gotta stay level headed Always pitied my mother but found myself allowing the same shit. Let a man abuse you, knowing he ain't shit. So I put my foot down, and the loneliness consumed me. Couldn't find one man that really took the time to get to know me. My...
My mind is clouded by shitty men The ones no good, but keeps poppin' in The other was cool, until he lied I got too much pride, so I had to slide. Blowing up my phone, I'm on airplane mode. I told you not to push it, now you bout to fold Took advantage of my heart, not †I got your soul. Broke your heart or so the story goes.
I got too much pride, you will never know. How much it hurt when I let you go And I still love you, but you'll never know Cause I still love you, but I had to go