vodka notes- in collaboration with Earth_Child

 
i swallowed the world whole  
with dior smeared lips  
wrapped around the neck of  
a bottle tipped heavenward  
to taste the familiar shards  
of never ever again;  
a withdrawal riddled attempt to  
wash away the residue of  
promises aborted in my throat  
before my cum stained tongue  
could birth them into  
the folds of sheets & skin  
 
i sought to steady myself in the steel  
of your Sadistic backhand  
with lies in my eyes  
the truth bled from my lips  
& yes i sang for you in screams  
an opera of moans & whimpers  
as bruises bloomed  
like ghastly black orchids  
on my inner thighs  
where you took your vengeance  
 
there was discontent in your face  
& unrest in my contused bones  
as though succor was something  
we'd fucked away a lifetime ago  
& the evidence of our violence  
was measured & found lacking,  
the edges of us  
dulled by every strike  
 
we took refuge in the darkness  
every burn & cut  
a testament to our love for each other  
when you kissed me gently  
with tears in your eyes  
i lost control  
it tasted like goodbye  
when we fucked with forever  
branded to our hips  
you crushed what soul i had left
 
 
 
 
 
***thank you beautiful Katja for making a dream come true by creating with me***
 
                                                        xoxoxoxo