A blush of secrets (collaberation with JohnFeddeler)

I close my eyes to find you.
inflamed by my lascivious intent
I slip into the intimate darkness
with your name, explicit on my lips.

I feel nervous, almost epileptic;
the temptations -
I need to resist.  I need to give in.

He knows I get like this when I think about him.
He wants me to lie on the couch and spread myself,
like a flower unveiling, to be taken by each erectile spike of sunlight.
He imagines me lucidly in my whorish gyrations, his darling little slut;
I feel shameful, yet even more wantonly.

Slick with desperation,
my carnal outcries belong to him and I am his obscene creation.

He divines from me a splendid, perverse sojourn,
and we thereby conspire to make poetry.
But I crave a hard man, a sincere lover,
and I won't take my sanctuary in a poem.

(Artwork unknown)