Twisted

Double fisted full of that triple twist. Feeling good, like a trip that grips. I dont slip I just fall. Banging my fists on the wall. Losing ground yet getting mine. Between a rock and a gold shine. More than you know, less than you know. Who am I and who are you. Wish I could see and wish I could do. I'm certain you might frown. I'm certain I may drown. Can you feel my pain. Can I dance for the chance to bring rain. Will you realize that life isn't yours. Can I admit life isnt mine and stay on course. I grind and try to find a peace of mind. You laugh and judge. I hold demons back that have a grudge. I let the angels fly. I'd rather live than die. Unfortunately It isn't up to me. Fortunately its not up to thee. I can feel blessed but its with more stress.  No answers to my questions. No signs giving directions. Just a bunch of itches wanting to be scratched. Twisted like that glass as it cracks back