Crimson Blood && Poison Tears

rain rain go away  
because of you the pain will stay
slit my throat cut out my heart  
leave me here tear it apart  
 
poison tears stream down my face  
my heart beats at a steady pace  
as I try to stand again  
alone and standing in the rain.  
 
I don't need you anymore  
is what I think  
while tears pour I hate you  
like I hate my life  
but love is what cuts like a knife.  
 
love is death and death is you  
its pain stains like a black tattoo.  
those memories come back again  
and bind me in the ropes of pain.
 
Crimson blood streams down my head  
like a long silk ribbon tied by thread  
to a platinum bullet a hole in my skull  
now just a memory that's faded and dull...