Fuck Evil

This the first n only poem iv ever wrote, just felt compelled. Wrote 3 years ago just before my 25th birthday.

Demons all around  never stop fucking with me n let me have some peace n quiet, don't wanna hear a sound but yous just wanna cause a riot, can feel n hear n see them all around, making me sweat, bleed, ache, shake,n sometimes rumble Like a quake  , drip tears but im more the wiser to their fucked up manipulative evil deceiving life thieving ways n  fears, no hesitation to  keep  trying to  make me confused n stumble n their ultimate goal may be to see me crumble, it's so fucked up for the sweet fact that I try be so peaceful n humble ( if there was a edge of the world n I was on the edge they'd want me to fall flip trip rip n tip maybe even fall to my complete n utter destruction or stay barely breathing living possibly on a I V drip while they touch, mock , crawl around n all over me, maybe feed of my life force with another sip, now to smart for them to provoke me fully so people don't think i'm irrationally crazy n completely flip, sometimes they even have enough power to smother me, while their probably wishing they could hurry up
N rip n maul me apart n cover me , it was probably their intentions right from the very start, this is not one spec of a lie it's straight from the heart.  Its Weird even the average day can make ya awkward but be wise n rational it should never be feared,  sometimes i even feel so uncomfortable doing something that use to feel average n normal, can't wait to go to bundaberg for a couple weeks,  hopefully a bit more positivity will help me getaway from the paranormal n it's spawn of negativity (if they stop haunting  me n my now boring pathetic  life, so tough kickin ya when ya down hey!!!! Hopefully good gets the final say., need this ridiculousness to stop n be like the average n formal to return to normal.  Over the hauntings n all the fucked up cheap pathetic  tauntings, threatening me time after time with all their evil bulllshit n stupid fuckwit warnings, sometimes all it takes is a kind word n a good morning they  try even get me when I'm tired n yawning sometimes it has a affect n I stay awake till morning attacking  me with little convulsions, neglect n untruthfulness coz  I was a easy target coz I was a broken mess, it's  immature n negative n treat me like a reject, never wanted this undeserved trouble sometimes they can make your heart beat outta rhythm n speed up to double,  it can sometimes make me stay awake even occasionally shake, wish these fuckers would leave me alone for heaven sake. Wish they would leave me alone or atleast stop being fake but they seem like vicious dogs n I'm possibly one their favourite chew toys or bones while they have a fucking laugh n watch us suffer n moan (seen enough to not even do my head in over the following of a drone) bigger mysteries to work out now, over it so I'll rarely even ponder but still either I don't condone, sometimes wish they'd felt a little of what I have felt n they would surely leave me n suffer all alone but Na that's childish n not right , just wish they'd stop picking their mark or give a fair fight. Just coz I use to fry to try help prevent me cry coz I was depressed, brain sometimes would even feel stressed compressed n use to be so shy n sometimes wanted to die, they acted like vultures, would fly n circle me, started mostly when I was high n wanna bury me in a hole n try make me ill n completely break my will n take my soul, they don't care they think of me as a pie n wanna pick me apart n eat me till my bones are dry, scoff me down without even so much as a sigh, leaves me asking god why?  they wish they could keep me down with all their filthy negative lies n make me keep on self destructing n hypnotise but I despise evil n their god forbidden torments n sad Ill ridden good byes,  ( sometimes I wish I never had this unlogical retarded sixth sense, before I realised what it was the pressure felt so immense)  n  it'll only end up making me rise, they fucked with the wrong kind of person, im good down to the core n so be it if it'll be my end, i hope evils complete and utter destruction someday god will send, I didn't want this burden n torment n I'm never usually one to get personal, offend n disrespect, but I can't keep ignoring n act like its not there n pretend, they treat me like a insect.
 If it ever came down to it I wouldn't need to roll the dice  I'd make the sacrifice if it would lead to evils demise, wouldn't really have to think twice coz compassions in my nature n will always be the last thing I see in my eyes. It's taken me 25 years to completely open my eyes, fuck evil in any shape or size, hope people stop getting fooled by their lies, sometimes they like to strike on the comedowns n the highs, hope evil dies for peace n harmony to fully  rise. I'm unhealthy n weak but the hatred for evil it's the one thing that may make me energize no matter the numbers or their size, the truth is what i seek, fuck them if they don't show any remorse n change their conniving  ways towards the ones they hurt, leading them on a downhill course, I will condemn, evil exist not only in demon but also men, need them to change the way they treat others so we all can have peace n zen.  My eyes are more open then ever even evil can look like the the sweetest gem but in reality it can be the dirtiest crack pipe stem. Peace n compassion in humanity may possibly be the solution to help put a stop to  most  of the insanity, so people may never lose themselves or their identity n help one another n unite in unity. Put a new perspective in the minds of the blinded n judgemental who assume n look down upon others like elves, happy to not think twice n chuck their stories under a pile of books on the shelves, dont believe em n even chuck some in a loony bin n blame it on mental health. Maybe before they judge n pick on the different who never would harm a fly they should take a fucking look at themselves. Fuck all those who oppose!!!! Go put on your knee pads n become cocksucking crack hoes. Need more shepherds n less sheep to lead the herds away from the slaughter piles up in a heap, so the world ends up a better place for their son n daughter. Fuck war, fuck evil fuck em all, all I ever want is peace but if ya's want me lets settle the score, not tough but won't back down to evil cocksuckers that's for sure. May god save us all, but all good for my beliefs I'll fly of the rails n hit the wall so be it if i get torn limb from limb n my head gets kicked in n around like a bouncing ball, all I can do is smile n embrace my fall. But hopefully good exists n good saves us all. Fuck ya's I'll get up n stand tall don't be scared of the shadows n illusions ya read on the wall, god works in mysterious ways n has a plan for us all. Wish I got some words of wisdom in a voice all even maybe a encouraging call. Life's a lesson,  want some answers at the very least when it's through, I'm not their fucking little monkey from the zoo. A men! for a strange reason I still got some faith in them even though I only have seen spirits n demon? I know that i'll never completely dwell in their lions den.Though they still may torment but they won't ever get me screaming. Evil n negativity swarmed up against me regardless of how anyone thought things were seeming I know I certainly wasn't dreaming. Don't fully understand why n can't make sense of the meaning but such is life n these days it will never surprise me to cop another backstab from the sharpest knife, don't understand why some of us cop this strife but it must be a test, keep your faith n do your best, maybe its the answer to get rid of this evil pest. Been mesmerised by the supernatural but they tried to fuck with me too much now it's become the ordinary n natural. Not impressed, was very depressed, you's target the weak just like a childish school yard bully n pick on a geek , they try feed of their fear n anger n make em sometimes shriek. Now get away I don't want yous to stay attachable, can't wait till I figure out how to get detachable. Leave me alone or show some honour, I'm not tough, stop picking your mark please be fair. Even when I can't see you's I can always feel you stare with your evil snare, it's a mystery why so many are unaware, back off please n give me some peace or stop being cowards if you dare, I'm nothing tough or special but iv had enough n sometimes don't care, either way it'll put my mind at ease. No matter how powerful yous may be you'll never have me grobbling  on my knees!!!!

Don't let evil dig it's clutches into you, see the signs n their evil manipulative voices hauntings n touches. They torment you n come in clusters with their evil foul stenches n their ultimate goal is to bury you n the forgotten  in their rotten trenches. Be wise n true to the end or it may lead to your demise. Told ya once told ya twice don't be mislead by their pathetic lies. Haha wasted their time with me coz No higher power could change some of my beliefs n the Way i see, don't be blinded. Peace harmony n serenity is key for us all to live in happiness n unity. I don't know for sure, but i  gotta have faith that there are some good entities that have been working behind the scenes for centuries. Don't fully understand why I must experience this negative meaningless quest, but I'll pass this unique fucked up test n finally get some proper rest.  Now I know for sure spirituality is definitely  reality. Don't get angry when others don't believe, it's just another cunning way they try to deceive.

By Shane Brandie