I fell in Love with a dream

I awake with the thoughts of you, told myself i shouldn't love you, I try to erase you from my heart but the thoughts won't disappear, as I close my eye's i see you standing there, I told you to not call me, not think of me,  you did as you were told, yet i wish i never said a word, My Love for you will never subside, I fight me every day my self for even allowing her to love a man like you, you showed me all i ever wanted to see, you flooded my mind my body and my soul I couldn't breath unless you were near me, I embedded you on my body told myself he's mine my King to complete me I was living in a fantasy that i made up in my head cause if he loved me why would he treat me like he did, He came into my life like a thief in the night stole my mind and robbed me of my body i was lost and turned out searched for the words to tell him that i can't handle the love he presented to me because i knew it wasn't going to last, cause he only would give me only half of him, he was loving another a women he had in his heart for a lifetime,  a women he would never leave no matter what i may have said or did, My life was spinning out of control cause i feel in love with a man that loved me on a part time schedule and I loved him on a full time dream.[/b]