I am Zen

I walk a fine line
The scribble between
Chaos and patience
All while saying I'm fine
Said through such sober inebriation
I come from sinners and saints
The psychosis is my sanctum
I thank those who posess me
And curse them for evacuation
It seems though I'm enlightened
Natural satori, meditation,  medication
Or maybe beaten into bliss
Forced to find some elevation
Seeming like I'm high but then
I'm flying oh so low
My soul ain't made for love
So I hug my spirit and ride out solo
All I know is balance
I don't act, I can't pretend
I give no fucks about talent
Muthafukka I am Zen