content to just "be"

How one can begin to justify her pained eyes when all pain was hidden to save sacrifice.

How can one begin to claim she loves when circled in darkness i will never know.

A sickened heart cant take no more venom, A sickened stomach cant take anymore downfalls.

How can i be expected to be so kind and giving when in them small aspects they took that from me? yes forgiveness , learning , yet to scar someone and act like it wasn't big , then to justify? lies that meet my eyes? lies. lies.lies.

Maybe you dont deserve me.
Maybe i dont deserve me.

No more of head fucking reality.
Im content to just be.
unknowing.
unplanned.

unknowing.
unplanned.
content to just "be"

How ...
Why...
How...
Why...

CANT WE BE? to just be...