Insomiac Hangover

 
She sits alone in the darkness  
Tossing and turning  
Chest pains at full swing  
Listening to music used to be her escape but now  
There was nowhere to hide  
It hit me hard like an unexpected hurricane  
I turn the music off but it’s still playing in my head Medicating will never heal 
Let me sit and watch the moon  
Forever in pain  
Head throbbing in pain  
Hands shaking violently  
A hollow shell  
It’s so hard to fall asleep  
When you have the moon as a loyal companion  
It’s a little easier to bear with the pains of the night  
Unwanted memories of the past  
My eyelids are heavy but my thoughts are heavier  
Feels like a hangover the never ends  
Sleepless night    
When you have insomnia you’re never asleep  
And you’re never really awake.  
She hides in her world  
Of laughing and friends but when she’s alone the pain never ends