I'm stupid.

I've spent to much time saying good-bye.
All we've said were just lies.
As I sit and think about the moments.
Its then I realize we were just apponets.
It was all just a game,
And it kills me; I'm just so ashamed.
How could I be so stupid?
It was never meant to be.
But its always me!
And you think I would be free.
But I'm still under your trap.
I just want you to know;
I'm never coming back!