I...

I cry alone so no one can hear
The pain behind my tears
I can’t see the light anymore
Darkness now I fear

I smile every day so no one knows
The sadness in my heart
I can’t hear the beat anymore
Silence now rips my world apart

I go through the motions so no sees
The hurt inside my soul
I can’t feel the warmth anymore
Emptiness now is so cold

I answer I am fine so no one says
The quiet is not like you
I can’t understand feelings anymore
Hurt now grows where love once grew

I hear the words spoken to me
The meaning is just not there
I can’t comprehend the constant chaos
Fear imprisons - my sanity does not care

I fail to control the fear in me
Darkness I know all too well
Hoping for light I try to hang on
Depression is my own living hell