Last night and now

Last night I spiraled down
Moving in slow motion
Stumbling against gravity
But still conscious
Drunk
Look at yourself in the mirror
Your better than you know
You let the big anaconda strangle you
With words that hurt you but are inaccurate
You know but you really don't but you do
Almost as if you fear
Moments of lights come here and there but do not last
Moments of darkness creep up and you can now sense them  coming
Your watching threw a window
Watching your life fall to puzzle pieces
Now how are you gonna put those pieces back together forever?