Secret

I can't resist that feeling
Ripping out my whole being
With grief and desire
Setting my blood of fire

I hold, try to breathe but fall
Into deep thought of you to crawl
Through them over and over
How to fight it or get stronger?

It's like a drug but even worse
Here I don't know when it gets worse
Here I don't see the start
Yet can't find how to stop

Where's salvation? I look in myself
Calling my soul to take forward step
Begging it day and night
But your image stays there bright

You keep me with hand and heart
I can't close the door and be apart
Seeing you I'm getting only weaker
I still love you and that's my secret