Photo synthesis

Tiny slits upon my core  
reveal the burning star of my soul  
I shall give to now eternal time  
Sighs of clear air towards my mind  
A beauty-beast inspiration  
bizarre thinking progression  
Ink notes  
of eerie vaptism  
with lava of surrealism  
 
Love and endings don't ache in real  
they make courage out of fear  
The mind here has to rest  
addressing its non-stop quest  
and let the photo ray reflect  
the wonders of Life swing towards their Death  
 
Phobias washed away by Sun  
enhancing voices from unknown man  
Real and fake are one in our world  
weakness is strength minus some load  
so what is a reason with no reason at all  
when the right is wisdom and wisdom is wrong?  
 
Questions of where I got lost  
Answers of where I searched the most...  
Deceleration of inertia  
leaves stains of mass hysteria  
My existence in search of that unique flow  
the one that helps her rise and grow