Dear amor,

     You are one of those people I could stare at for a billion years. Nothing makes me more interested than seeing you be you. The complete essence of you is something to be reckoned with. I feel you in my dreams when you aren't around. You are the fuel for my soul. The itch between the walls that beckons me to see your face. To fully understand who you are. You are the center of my triangle. The balance I need, but my eminent downfall. I wish I could ignore you. I wish everytime you walked into the room, I didn't feel it. I wish so bad I didn't look at you way too often. Wish you didn't make me grin from ear to ear with no regret. I don't understand why I'm drawn to you, but I am, and I hate it. I wish you would leave and never come back. Maybe then I could forget what makes me love you.