the demons within have won

Flicker of a heart beat is a flicker of a broken soul
Each scream each yell
Every break down
And every fail

Destroys us

That living breathing shell the only thing that's been there for you for me for us it's damaged no one to blame but yourself but myself but the people that caused the pain

Every word they've ever said is a weapon

A very dangerous weapon

pushes pulls calls beckons you beckons me to death's very door step

You hate it when i harm the living breathing shell that covers and masks my naked soul
yet you brand me with all the things i'm not

I've lost the ability to feel to care and lost the will to breathe

love hate pain it's all the same

my question is of course why force me to stay when all you do is destroy

A/N- i realize that this poem or what ever you wanna call it is quite shitty and you know what i really don't give a damn.