Too lost to to go on

I have quenched my thirst in a see of salt
Only to see my fault
im lost in a labrith
In my rotting mind
I know to you it may not mean a thing but to me it is my world.
My twisted fait keep raming me lower and lower
To you it may of just been a disition... I see that i guess...
Im lost blind and broken down from this picesless life
And sadly music has started to sound to dull to me.
Its not you .... You see.... Its me...
Im the one who cant got out and just be